Yong's belated birthday post

Belated post on yong's birthday chalet last weekends.
Went to Costa Sands Resort after work on Friday,
and had our own bbq...
Bro-in-law was the chef that nite while we sat and ate throughout =)




Next morning,
mum came over and we went to escape and wild wild wet!!!
We had free voucher to either one place.... cool!

No long queues for go kart as we were there early in the morning... =)


Wild wild wet was the best!
I love the long, high water SLIDES!
It was so fun!!
We kept climbing up the stairs to the start point of the slides..
and ZOOMED... down we go into the water again.



It was cloudy... about to rain.
And we were about to leave =)


Spent 2 hours in escape, and 3 hours in wild wild wet..
I love the sun!



Back to chalet rooms and showered...
Prepared for birthday celebration in few more hours...
And their relatives & friends to come.



refreshed =)




Birthday cake this yr.
8 yrs old liao..





Ming reached in the evening and we went nite cycling after cake cutting.
Cycled to changi village.... 45 mins to an hour to reach.
The path there is sloppy!
It was easier when we cycled back...
till I injured my foot.
Still painful at this point.
And we returned nearly 2am... yawnz.



Next morning, checked out.
Go ming's place,
gym,
dinner
and then...
Home sweet home.

*end of weekends*



Sadly, when sis brough Jovial to the chalet on the first day,
we were told strictly no pets allowed. -_-''''
SIANZ....!
And had to drive it home again.
Why so NOT friendly user???!

I am shag

Back from yong's bday chalet today...
Weekend is gone again, so fast!
Back to work tml.. 6 more days to my next off day haha.



Went to wild wild wet,
escape,
and cycled to changi village (total 12 km to n fro) yesterday nite...

Then today went to gym with ming n ray somemore.
SHAG.
haha.



My foot is injured!
I cycled too fast and my foot accidentally brushed against the hard pillar..
and it bled.
*ouch*
And bf washed and covered the wound for me =)




The cute loaf of bread with no expiry date, on our 3rd yr of anniversary =)

How do you love someone?

I have no intention to mention someone in this blog,
but so happen I saw his picture somewhere and realise he is attached.


And I feel sad for the gal.
He is a monster behind that mask.
.........................................................................................................................................................................



It doesn't affect me now,
nor am I interested in his current situation.
The fact is I no longer hold any hatred towards him,
though those incidents could never be eradicated from my memory for as long as I live.
I no longer regard those incidents as painful memories,
but a valuable lesson taught instead.
And from it, I understand the meaning of loving someone.



Love is when 2 ordinary people stay together and lead a simple life and occasionally argue over insignificant issues.
And at the end of the day, they still love and cherish each other.


AND NOT


2 ordinary people stay together and tried to live a life which others envy, and often quarrel and fight over sensitive issues.
And at the end of the day, they still say 'i love u', but not acknowledging the true meaning of it.



I am grateful for every happening in my life,
whether it was bitter or sweet.
For I learnt and grow each time I fell.


And now,
I'm not afraid to fall.
Because I have found someone whom will give me his hand n help me up.
=)

Thanks for supporting me always =)

2 more working days

Currently watching 老婆大人II online..
8 more episodes left =)
HK dramas are my favourite.. woohoo!
2 more morning shifts to my weekends off.. yeah!!



Sister Lee gave me a preceptee...
Upgraded to preceptor liao... interesting lolz.
Hope things will be easy for us... =p

No longer sad =)

Back to happy self again =)
P.S. I love you!
HAHA.





Yesterday nite at home, we were doing some facebook quizzes.
And I ask ming to do my quiz--> How well do you know Helen Law?


And he is the only 1 to pass the quiz, out of 8 friends whom tried! lolz.
lucky he pass, he said.
I didn't help him to cheat.
Only gave a little hint... just once =)



And came the turn to make his own quiz...
I passed, of course =)
I was supposed to get more than 60% if he didn't type subs instead of subways.
lolz.



Facebook is fun!



And finally, I am back to work tomorrow after 4 days of rest.
SO FAST!



There r times when I don't seem to have enough of him =)

I tried to divert my attention to something else.
I think back on those sweet moments when I'm least prepared.
I think of the effort it could be to someone even if it takes others lesser time & ability to fulfil.
I told myself to take it easy and just let it be.
Somethings are perhaps, going to be unchanged.
It could be myself. Not others.
That I am always looking for perfection.



Suddenly I thought of someone & Christmas that year.
It is sweet when someone prepared something for u when u are not expecting anything.
Can I rewind back to where I had left?
It still saddens me thinking back sometimes.



It sounds superficial.
But I strongly believe and think it is only right that somethings ought to be fulfilled on some days.
It tells how much one regards the significance of that occasion.
Not to the extreme of fairytale romance..
No need for fancy dining,
no need for expensive branded gifts,
no need for sparkling fireworks,
or laser light love poems...

But definitely, a simple and decent dinner together.
And together they exchanged their gifts which was planned long time back--> and eager to see the expression on their partner's face when they opened up the gift.
Back to the basic.
It can be fulfilled easily, can't it?



But... ?



I guess I would be happier if I were emotionless.
I won't care if he does things for the sake of doing.
If he read my blog and knows how I feel.
If he knows I do yearn for something more from him.
3 years. What does it really signify?



I am sad. okay.

3rd year anniversary

Into our 3rd year of relationship.
Will it be stronger and even sweeter as years come by..?

Night shifts again

I can't wait for 3 days of night shifts too end....
Starting from tonight.
And the weekends will be mine.. =)



May my 3 nites be smooth sailing,
no resus, no death, no transfer to icu, no massive admissions, no isolations, no blood transfusion, no urgent scan and importanly, no FALLS!!!!
Might as well don't work.
Haha.



Nite everybody.

Life is colourful

Awfully chocolate is sinfully chocolate-ish.....
The rum and cherry is fabu-licious.



Tarot card reading said 'This is the perfect week to express your feelings. Do
not hesitate to say what is really on your mind. It
will make you feel like a million bucks.'




And I did.


I was sad yesterday.
But instead of wallowing in self pity,
I went out with Lina in the evening for movie wolverine & dinner at Fish Manhatten in J8.
However waited long for it to be served, ended up taking away Lina's portion and ate in the cinema as we were rushing for the show.
Nice =)


Btw, startrek is equally nice too=)
In fact even better.
I thought that movie would bore me as I wasn't into sci-fi...
But it was really great when I watched with ming n friends in suntec days back.
must watch



Suddenly I am looking forward to many important dates...
- our anniversary
- bollywood dance? haha.
- my bday
- yong's bday chalet
- tioman trip
- bangkok trip (still long way ahead)


Life is indeed great with interesting people adding colours to my drawing.

Jovial's 2nd vaccination

Busy at work yesterday...
1 death,
1 fall (nearly),
1 late admission....
And I was left with 10 reports to write and the death report to complete after 10pm...
Already 11.30pm when I was done.
But happy is, I realise I was off the next day when my colleagues told me.
Sis Lee changed my roaster and gave me ph today... which I was supposed to be am shift.
THANKS GOODNESS!
And ming came to wait for me and sent me home when I told him I have yet to complete my work....
DOUBLE happiness =)



So today brought Jovial to vet at Yishun with sis n mum in the morning..
Almost reaching the car park, Jovial vomited his undigested morning breakfast onto me!!!
ARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!
................................
I stinked.
Sis's driving too bumpy liao.... caused Jovial to regurgitate.
Even the backseat also gena!



At the vet,
we waited 30 mins for less than 5 mins consultation plus vaccination.
Jovial didn't bark or move when the vet injected his butt.
The vet said the injection might not hurt since he had went through frequent caning at home when he peed or pooed out of the cage.... lol



On the way home, mum prepared a plastic bag infront of Jovial's mouth in case another episode of vomiting especially after the injection.
The vet told us an alternative way to toilet train him, is using a pet pan.
We bought 4 metal pieces in total, and fixed into a squarish fence.

And tata!!


Testing out the comfort zone...



We will place this pet pan in the kitchen...
Coming 2 months liao...!!!
Still peeing outside cage...
Hopefully this method can toilet train him.... pls pls pls!!!

Rewind back to last week

Last week went to Asian Civilisation Museum with JJ, Jermin and Sharon.
Suggested by the guys- and also a meetup with Jermin after a long period of MIA.

*some photos of that day*




drumming like pros...


And LOTS of money. $$$$$
Last used many decades ago in singapore.


Wanna join us for Yum Cha??


my life partner from last century




We stayed till closing, and the security uncle had to escort us out of the rooms... -_-'''
JJ and jermin were concentrating on their history...
while sharon n I were mainly snapping and snapping...
And thank u JJ the photographer of that day...
*he must be jumping with joy with the photo collections of 2 mei nui.... HOHOHO*



More photos taken on the way to Liang Court after the historic trip.



And finally dinner at Liang Court....




Few days back went to K dinner with Lina...
sing and eat again....
I am never sick with K!
Friends intro me to other places with cheaper singing sessions...
At bugis and chinatown... And even in pasir ris...
gotta try it someday....
=)
our first round of buffet dinner




Today I finally tidied my wardrobe with mum....
And throw out many clothing... some which I wore only once.. *sayang*
Gave some to my maid, for her to bring back to indonesia next month.
But I'm still left with many clothing n dresses, which demands a bigger wardrobe.
Realised there r some clothing which I had worn for only once or twice, which I had bought at a costy price then....
And a few dresses which I have yet to wear--> plus 2 new ones which I purchased online lately..
........................ I need more off days and leaves to go on date =)
I spent a lot then! I had cut down on splurging on clothing nowadays. Only occasionally online purchase -_-
Any idea how to hold a bazaar or flea??? haha.
Sounds much fun than online selling....

Code Orange

Few days back we started to wear N95 mask in the ward...
All medical staff, healthcare workers (including physio, occupational therapist, speech therapist etc), cleaners and even porters donned their mask everywhere in the hospital.
And long queues at level 1 lobby area to screen visitors,
and only 1 visitor to a patient is allowed each time...
Having to wear the mask for more than 8 hours is really suffocating....
Just hoping the goggles and ppe will not be in used yet.



We received bad news...
All leaves will be frozen, starting from next monday.
Poor colleague of mine, whom had booked tickets back to m'sia to visit her parents had to be cancelled.
And others whom are affected by the news...
It is uncalled for.
Many of them had already make plans for their nearing leaves... sad
Mine was supposed to be next week too, luckily I volunteered to cancel my leave as it clashed with 2 of my colleagues, and pushed it to November slot then.
It does pay to be kind ar...



Having deployed to central station yesterday,
and working with the mask in the non- aircconditiong area, I almost fainted.
DARN.
Just 1 day of deployment and I am already 'station- sicked'
I missed A station air-conditiong, my station colleagues and even the nonsensical patients.. (lol)
I hate deployment.
ANd I wondered, I am so used to my working surroundings now....
How fast can I adapt if I change to another ward?
I know it is the matter of time... but there r still ppl, and things that I would miss when I were to leave someday.



I agree with what Jone said..
The government, hospitals are over-reacting.
Only 1 confirmed case in HK, and no suspecting cases in singapore yet.
But the precautions they took are too much...
Cancelling of leaves, full PPE (in some wards), goggles standby etc...
I understand ever since the SARS outbreak, hospitals and government are being more vigilant.
But this is... overdoing.
ALthough I do agree prevention is better than cure,
I think they should give us more breathers.
Already hectic over the workload, and this current situation is overflowing our capacity to hold.


Today morning shift, I'm working with Lina in the same team....
Wonderful. haha.
Left the ward on the dot... showered and had late lunch in the hospital with her.
Ming came and fetched me to marina square after that....
Met up his friends for dinner to celebrate Rayner's ORD..
How fast... scary



Next week is Mother's day, and also our 3rd anniversary =)
I wonder, if he remember?