Saturday, February 28, 2009

Went to clinic B after work today to review my TB blood test result...
I was kinda worried while waiting outside the room...
Wondering would I be quarantined the next minute?


The result showed....
I AM NEGATIVE!!!
=)
I am just so paranoid.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Have been looking through websites for degree applications...
Same question popping into my mind...
SIM or La Trobe?
$$$$$$$$$$$
If only $ comes easy and fast... How great.



Work had been busy, as usual.
Even more busy with a particular one whom needs 24/7 of our attention,
which caused a LACK of manpower!
I'm waiting for the day he could be discharged.
and I WOULD BE GLAD it's OVER!



Endure. I told myself.
1 day more to my off days.
And then 1 week more to my AL.
YES! ;)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Helen is mood swinging again.
But at least not towards dear, but someone else -_-''
Haiz.



Sometimes I hope I can be LESS ...... 'crazy'.
Thanks for waking me up from my dream, God.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

EHJ Escapade

EHJ finally met!
Short but sweet enough. lol.



One whole day of eating.
From the hour I woke up, till past midnite now. lolz.
Lunch at Ajisen with Roger,
Dinner at Min's house,
Supper at Xin Wang.
If only I could spend everyday like today, I would be fat :)
How nice.



Mr Ken said I looked malnutrition when we met up after a decade.
(*&^%$£$%^&*(&^%$)
And Roger said I looked even skinnier than he last saw me months back.
Min n yun said I still look that thin.
Hmmm.. work is really tough ar? haha.



Photos time.... -_-!!!





EHJ




Yesterday met up with Sharon n JJ for dinner at TM.
And I pull them to take photos at a corner...
stupid rite? haha.
I need photos to update my facebook, if u believe me lolz.

trying to act couple.
hao pei wo!!!!lolz
gotcha!



During a conversation with Min, she asked if I am XIN FU (fortunate).
Coincidentally when I came online, Ken told me ming is a rare guy whom I shd appreciate and love.
ANd having known some of the mishaps that happened to my close friend,
I feel I am really XIN FU.
=)



BF whom always try to meet me when he books out on weekends,
whom accompanied me when he has night's out though it was short,
whom sent me to work n fetch me for supper sometimes,
whom tried his best to work things out,
whom always give in to me when I was at fault obviously,
whom forgives n forgets my wrong doings,
whom give a big damn to what I said now,
whom does things for my own good,
whom asks for my consent to go out with female friends,
whom never stops me from going out with male friends alone,
and whom always trust me so much.


Darn.
So why am I complaining that he is not doing much then?
I feel so ashamed thinking of that.
Fact is, we used to quarrel because I always wanted more.
But many times I feel I am not giving as much as I am receiving.
It is unfair to him, yet he never complains.
And he is always content and happy with everything I do for him.


Like what Jie said, Think of what he has done n not what he has not do.
I'm more sensible to understand that now.
Do not want to regret only when I lose it =)

Thursday, February 19, 2009

August Rush

I borrowed ming's hard disk and happily enjoying the number of movies inside....
Just completed watching August Rush, and oh my......
It's beautiful.

Especially Freddie Highmore.
I have a soft spot for cute stray little boys.
Don't you love them??

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day

I reached home, on my laptop, went to facebook, while waiting to go out again.
Browsing through the valentine's photos posted by a few friends.... -_-''
And surprise not, I only have 1 photo to share for that day....


I used to believe beautiful moments should be captured down and kept as lovely memory when looked back someday,
but now I think not EVERYTHING needed pictures to support it's existence, nor as a yardstick to measure the happiness level.
*wah... so unlike me* -_-''''



ANyway....
I had a breathtaking valentine's day with ming.
I screamed, and I thought I was going to die at some points.. haha. (Ok, that's exaggerating).
http://www.forestadventure.com.sg/



At one particular tough trail,
my hand ached from holding tight onto the rope above my head,
and trying to balance myself on the rope while walking to the other tree above the ground...
It was..... OMG -_-''''''''''''''
It wasn't really THAT high.... 5 metres from the ground...
I was kinda shaky at the beginning.
I'm afraid of heights.. haha.



This is my favourite moment.
Above the water and the tree....
It's so..... FUN!!!!!
ANd it is not a bit scary like it seemed to... !!!!



At the end of it, I told ming it was indeed an unexpected outing.
ANd he said this is to prepare me for the next big thing next yr....
HHHHHHHHMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm??????
Maybe I would be going to the real jungle next year? haha.



We were partially covered with sand from all the landing..
And we went back to the hotel he booked and changed, before having dinner nearby.
Night time, we watched the pursuits of happiness from my laptop...
I would love to have ALL the movies n music in his hard disc... It's amazing.



I gave him a bag which I bought few days back at town.
And he said I'm finally learning to buy practical things which he needs...
Hmmm.. -_-''

And this is my only picture ;)

I have a new pair of levis jeans again!!
How nice.
But a waste on someone whom doesn't wear jeans often.
Maybe I should start to wear jeans always from now. haha.



I forgotten to mention this... But... I went to meet Mr Toad on the Friday 13th.... A decade since we last met. haha. Ain't it nice to catch up with someone whom had left unforgettable memories in ur life before...????? lolz. And we drank sake early afternoon...... warm sake taste nicer I think... Watched look for a star after lunch, hmmmm... kinda cute movie la haha.


I clicked onto my archives in my previous blog to check out something...
And while reading though the period I first started as a junior nurse during my 1st few months...
I'm amazed on how I used to take things so hard on myself then.
Ain't it nice to know many things r within my control now? :)
It gave me a sense of satisfaction after a year n half in nursing.
Interestingly, someone (forgotten who) actually asked what I see myself a few yrs later...
'I don't know'.
I'm still uncertain of the path ahead.... despite having complete half my bond...
I'm not someone whom plan my route specifially, or a goal to reach at a certain age.
Mine is simple... I will complete my remaining bond, and study degree at the meanwhile,
after which I will decide the path to take...
free n easy.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I had watched almost all the highly recommended movies lately.
Inkheart with CF and Liz days ago at woodlands,
and Underworld with ming n his friends at TM just now.
Left Benjamin Buttons which we intend to watch coming weekends =)
Oh my.... If only there's MIO Movie instead of MIO TV, I would have subscribe long ago...



And i finally paid a visit to ming's mum after work today, on the 2nd last day of cny -_-''
We had black pepper crabs and noodles etc at a well known stall in Joo Chiat...
I'm surprised with the amount we ate... plate of veg, salad you tiao, hor fun, 2 black pepper crabs.
Ming didn't eat a single bit- he was saving his stomach for subway at the later part.
And he watched us devoured the food down into our stomach... happily.
And we did finish everything.... *slurp*



Sidetrack a little....
Sister Janet was going through my appraisal today,
and I requested for transfer to a surgical ward.
-_-
Hmmm.... kinda sudden too.
But I feel I need to have more experience in other areas at the shortest time...
To enable me for more opportunities in the near future.
Having spent 1.5 yrs in the medical ward, it's time for me to move to another discipline.
And being able to survive in one of the busiest medical ward, I guess I can do well in surgical side too.. I hope so la...
Anyway the transfer would be kept in view.
Not that soon... Within 6 months to a yr. Depending on staffing as well...
Well... I'm excited haha.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Helen is not going on AL yet..
And she is going to work till she drop flat on the ground again... =(
URGH.
When exactly is my AL??
I need a BREAK!

Singing Therapy

Yesterday we worked till we dropped flat to the ground.
And today we had a dramatic session in the day room when 1 unknown visitor threw fits and needed medical attention.
-_-''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
Thanks goodness it all happened in the ward.



Nonetheless it was a valuable experience.
Such things do not happen to our everyday life often,
but it will come in handy when situations occured unexpectedly.



Lina and I went for K dinner at Marina Square after work today.
Sing, Sang, Sung.
It is really de-stressing after screaming and pulling my throat on the mike for nearly 5 hours...
-_-''''
Retail therapy is great, so is singing therapy =)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Am I too confident or should I say I am just optimistic?
But I feel I am good enough and know what I am doing.
I do not need to live in her expectations and make life difficult for myself.
Shouldn't this be the way?
Work the way we want and do things right.
No regrets, no hard feelings and no pressure...

Watched this movie with Cf yesterday at Marina Square...
Sweet and funny...
True friends are inseparable and forgiving...
Difficult to come by but I believe it does exist =)



Hmmm....
How's my wedding going to be like then?
HAHAHAHAHAHA....
Sometimes thinking of it could be funny...
And even funnier when I share it with ming.
-_-''''



Just 2 hours of meeting him is good enough.
Eating, chatting, smiling n strolling holding hands..
Simple things could make me smile...
Ain't it nice to put away the complex minds and live harmoniously...?

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Chinese New Year

I have yet to go bai nian at ming's place... ooopppssss.
Had been a packed week.
And tonight his dad is flying back to Thai.
Hmmmm.... hmmmmm..



We had our reunion dinner this year at home as always...
We pre-ordered a few dishes (mutton, yu sheng and duck) from outside, to make cooking easier for mum this year.
She only need to prepare the remaining dishes for dinner.. how nice :)
Ming joined us for reunion dinner and slept over at my place,
and the next morning he sent me to work.

We had majong after dinner...
Mum, tony, ming n I...
Wohoho.
I was the big winner. So happy =)


Fa Cai Yu Sheng (before)


Dressed up Fai Cai Yu Sheng (after)


whole chicken


shark fins


abalone


red wine from ming


glass of red wine


golden pillow- inside is curry chicken


Machiam HUGE burger


*slurp slurp*


prawns


golden pillow- curry chicken


mushrooms, fish maw, veg


And my 5 fan majong game which won me MONEY $$$



CNY day 1-
I'm the only chinese working in my station that day.
And work was BUSY than usual.
Maybe my patients decided to create a havoc on a new year ya?

After work went to Sheng Hwa's house at Yishun with Lina.
And ate my first meal at her house.... SO HUNGRY.
Stayed for an hour and we left for our next destination separately.
Meet Sharon n Kelly at JJ's house with ming at Tampines...
That was the only day whereby most of us could make it, so it was kinda rushing.


Lina likes to play with fire crackers..


Us at sheng hwa's place


At JJ's place


CNY day 2-
After work, met up with Joyce, Anna, Lina and sujing to my house...
Dinner and majong-ing at my place...
Mum prepared the chicken, duck and yu sheng for dinner...
She went to buy yu sheng again, specially for my colleagues n I to 'lao'.
So sweet ar.
And Lina finally had the chance to tell my mum how fabulous her cooking is. (because mum always prepared food for me to my workplace and Lina always has a share of it n she loves it lolz)

We played majong that nite...
And the 2 women whom claimed they r newbies, won the most money -_-'''''''''

My room..


After our majong session..


striking the girly pose


taken from a different angle..



CNY day 3-
My off day finally.
I swear to sleep till the sun set but mum pullled me out of bed early in the morning.
And went Orchard with sis and mum for post cny sales.
Ended up at Swensen's for lunch before leaving.... DIAOZ.

Coincidentally we each wore a primary colour



mum n I
sis n I


CF and LIz came to my place in the afternoon to bai nian...
A very special day for CF because she DROVE all the way to fetch LIZ from work to my house, and from my house to Jurong ALONE (without parent's companion)!!!!!
The journey there was funny.....
1st time being CF's passenger- but I feel so secure haha.
She drove me to Tampines Ikea where I board ming's car.
And her car followed us all the way to Jurong.
Throughout the journey, I have to remind ming to drive slow to keep track of them.
Unfortunately, there were many vehicles at a point where we need to cut lane n turn...
It was a moment of THRILL when ming stopped halfway suddenly and blocked the cars behind, letting CF to cut into the lane infront of us quickly. (or she wld miss that lane and have to travel all the way down to somewhere..)
Eventually... We reached Tracy's house SAFE N SOUND -_-''''''


We had steamboat at her place and played the goldminer card games.
Interesting mind game....
And we left her place after a few game rounds.
Again, ming and i in the car infront, while cf n liz followed behind.
We drove to AMK first, to direct CF home.
And when she parked her car, Liz board onto our van and all the way back to Seng Kang haha.
It must been a tiring and exciting ride for CF n Liz

The car which we have to escort... lol

us at tracy's place



CNY day 4-
Went to downtown east for movie all's well ends well, with Liz during noon time.
That movie is much more worth to watch than the 2 local cny films.
And interestingly funny =)

Nite time went to ming's club to swim..
FREEZING COLD!!
I stopping swimming after 3 laps, and went to the jacuzzi instead...
The hot water is so COMFY!!!!!!!!!!!!
U know that kind of soothing feeling when u shower in hot water after getting drenched in the heavy cold rain.
And went to our favourite stall at roxy square to eat ban mian...

Tian Mi Mi...
That's how I feel now =)