Let's OO- LA- LA!

I was tired but couldn't sleep whole nite.
My pillow, blanket wet with own tears.
Forgotten when was the last time such things happened. 3 yrs ago maybe?



3 yrs was long.
I thought there should be 4th yr, 5th yr and so on.



Last yr this date I was eagerly preparing for my 21st bday.
Yet today is a twist.



3 yrs, and I realised ur definition of love is wickedly simple.
3 yrs, and u don't understand the meaning of love.
3 yrs, only to conclude the r/ship will bear no fruits.
This is the 3yrs curse.