Outing with XiangLin

Does this picture look lonely to u?



It has a companion now :)
Cream & ice cream~ yummy



My guardian angel -_-
Someone whom always protect me secretly.



Watched MAMMA MIA at cineleisure~
A vibrant movie :)
We went for dinner at Thai Express- A meat lover & a vegetarian sharing the same table together *_*
Next time, I will hunt for authentic vegetarian dining place before asking u out :p


She disappeared for a short while and came back with a lovely flower.
It seemed to be a date more than a hanging out thing lolz.
But I love it whichever it seemed.



Sunflower which brightened my day more -_-




It reminds me there's always someone whom will laugh n cry with me :)



The day came to an end... eventually.
Thank you for the lovely companionship, flower, card, photo and the intention to send me home :)
Silly friend of mine whom always pampered me with unconditional love.
Friends are hard to come by, and I'm glad u did.
I will always rmb the day u' approached' me to be ur friend :)
Somethings r meant to happen.


During school days when u gave me the folded cranes as a blessing,
Kelly said you were like my guardian angel.
Indeed, you are.

This got to be the MOST embarrassing moment in my life...!!!!!
SHUCKS!!!!!
*privacy invaded ++++++++++++++++*
Told Ken about it and he had a GREAT time LAUGHING! *&^%$#

Déjà vu

Have u ever experience déjà vu?



I was sitting in front of the computer in the ward amending something.
and my colleagues were sitting at the station talking n laughing loudly.
That instant I got flashback. I see myself in the same situation and doing the same thing.
It was a weird feeling, I paused and wondered what was it that I seemed to see?


There were a few occasions when I visited a particular place for the first time, there were sense of familiarity. Hey, this look familiar! I'm sure I had seen it before.


It has happened on various occasions that I have felt, just after someone has said something or I have seen something or thought of something, that it has occurred before. I cannot remember when it was, but I feel absolutely sure that the thing has happened.


Was it in my dream that I had seen it?



I'm amazed each time it happened on me.
Kinda psychic.

Special Someone

Yesterday we had a very simple dinner together during that few hours of ming's nights out.
And he drove me back before reporting to camp.
Sometimes it is nice to know there's always someone I can fall back on when I'm at my lowest :)
Despite the time restriction we have together, it always warm my heart when u r around.
My pillar of support :)



Had been looking forward to my off day tml,
finally getting some rest after days of work.
Went to buy a belated bday gift after work today..
For someone special :)
And I am going to meet this special someone tml...
It cheers me up!
Tml will be a great day to catch up on everything we had missed.
No distractions, no boyfriends around, only u n me :) HUGS
I'm going to wear my newly arrived floral red long skirt tml... wohoho



I will always rmb the sweet memories u had given me.
I know u will definitely be there when others leave.
This makes u special to me.
Thanks for bringing me to a land of hope :)

Bitterness

Trying to be indifferent towards it.
Some truth r better to be left unknown.

Red lobster

Sun-tanned till burnt.
PS. Stay awake when u r tanning.



It makes things easier when a gal n boy r friends :)

Randomly pick

3 ppl to accompany me for a haircut.
haha.
And then, sushi dinner together.
$70 for a whole lot of things we ate is kinda worth.



CF planned for Zouk tml...
Usually I would have say yes eagerly,
but this time I hesitated.
Maybe I'm starting to get bored.... Or maybe I'm just trying to avoid something.



Sometimes it hurts to realize the person whom should know me well think of me differently.
It is pain to know that is how u think of me.
Am I wrong to tell u what a gal wants?

Code Blue

Code Blue.
My heart stopped skipping for seconds whenever it sounds, always.

Mid Autumn Festival

Mooncakes, lanterns, fire and children.


Dinner at home, prepared by mum.
*simply love mum's cooking*
And gathered downstairs with family, family's friends n dear.



Yong's cow lantern



eating mooncake beneath the moon



fire-crackers with sis



So many families..



*_*




I don't celebrate this day that much.
Joined the crowd for an interesting night.
U dun get to feel the atmosphere in the park every other nights.

Jason Mraz

Jason Mraz songs r nice to the ear...
It brightened my day n made me smile whenever his songs were played.
I'm yours, lucky and mr curiosity r my favourites :)
Below is the lyrics of lucky.
I like the bolded portion especially.



Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh


They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They said the best gift comes from the heart, but what's the best of the best I have in my heart?
I hope I can make it special for u.

Food Festival at Suntec

Someone planned my escape route at work today.
My bag was inside the ward and I couldn't leave early without being caught :p
So my friend grabbed my bag and opened the window, and said,' I throw ur bag down n u go to level 1 n catch it'!!
WAHAHA!
I couldn't stop laughing at her stupid idea, but it was sweet.
Sometimes silly things that ppl do cheer u up after a busy day at work.
*PS. we didn't do it, of course. haha. But it will be possible if we were to try since we r only at level 3 ;p


Waited for dear to come and we went gym together.
Went to suntec for Food Festival after workout.


I LOVE TO EAT!
A hungry person is an angry person
AGREED! I will get moody when deprived of food too~



Many FOOD at the fair!!
I ate bbq squid, duck crepe, fish maw soup n mango juice on the spot,
and bought 2 boxes of pau n ice cream home :)



*happy woman after eating*




I am spending hell a lot of money lately.
Over my only desire.
Hong Kong in November.
And so I paid $200 plus for the letter, $70 for new passport, near to $70 on cab fare (for the few days to n fro ICA n embassy).
N today, I paid $760 for the air ticket to Hong Kong, which is $200 more than what my family paid.
*slap head*
All because I booked the ticket later, and there wasn't any promotion for only 1 ticket purchased. Minimum 2 tickets for the price of $500 plus per person.


Thanks to my own procrastination in taking my oath which delayed my renewal of passport and in turn caused lots of problems when I booked the air tickets together with them.
So I told them to book without me, in case there aren't sufficient seat for the whole family...
*slap head HARDER*


This is the outcome.
I paid more for my stupidity.

Pledge to be a citizen

Watched the first episode of 命中注定我爱你 (taiwan drama) at Kelly's place the other day, and I went home to download the full drama.
Finally completed the show...
The perfect guy fell in love with the imperfect gal.
But love made her perfect.
*sweet sweet love*


Started to watch Smallville season one now ONLY.
Ya, I'm SLOW. haha.



Sad to say I had renounce my HK n British citizenship by law. Theoretically.
And paid $252 for that piece of letter. DARN
Went to ICA to take the oath yesterday, finally.
Entered the room and signed on the documents which I had to pledge.
Just like my sec sch days in the classroom, I had to stand n read the passage. Only without one hand raised.
ERmmm... So? I questioned myself.
Already holding singapore passport for 15 yrs, so what's the change after taking the oath? Just a cert to show that I had pledged on this date to be a singaporean so that I can collect my renewed passport.. ?

Random memories

想回从前失去的每一样东西，我还是会后悔。
为何当初会放弃，留下的只有最美好的回忆。


Looking back on the happy memories can make me cry.


No matter how much u had done to love someone,
when u said something to hurt them, it's irreversible.
It jeopardized the trust and confidence.
Words cause separation.
Learn to talk.


I learnt, but I couldn't change.
I hope, not to hurt someone important to me, again.

Nite shifts

SHAG!!!

4 nites of shift ended smoothly,
yet only slept for an hour on my sleeping day.
Today was a BAD DAY FOR ME!!
Went to ICA building after work to take my oath and collect my renewed passport after procrastinating for months.
And the rude officer was rushing through my prepared documents and told me I lacked a renunciation letter.
'Get the letter n come back again.' And he got up from the seat ready to leave without giving any details on where n how to proceed with it ARGH!!!
He got impatient when I clarified the details.
I'm so damn angry.
Angry that I had made a wasted trip early in the morning and that guy spoilt my mood and I had to take cab down to British embassy to do the renunciation.


The security was tight at the embassy, need to go through a few checks before I could enter.
Something cropped up at the counter again~
I need to bring all my 3 passports along before they can process with it! ARGH!!!
I had to make a double trip back again! I was already half dead after my work~~~
Everything got to be done by today as I need my passport by tonight for my m'sia trip tml :p
LAST MINUTE WORK.


Took cab home and slept for an hour before I went down to the embassy with ALL the documents.
Endure.. few more steps to go only, I told myself.
I reached the embassy gate before 2pm, and told the same security guard 'I'm back again! with the documents ready :)'.
He dropped me a bomb. The renunciation counter ended at 1230pm, u may come again on mon.
...........................................*wanna bang the wall*
No renunciation letter, no oath, no passport!! SHUCKS!!!!!!!
How to go m'sia tml!? SOBZ....
Waste my money, my time n my sleep!!



It was a m'sia trip sponsored by the hospital...
4 of us from the station were drawn for the trip with the other wards....
Ironically, I was the one whom called the travel agency to arrange the seats etc.. SOBZ!!!
Ended up I am not going with them... so sad!



Plan A failed.
There's still plan B.
I believe Plan B will be great too :)



To look at the bright side...
At least it crops up now and not 3 months later whereby it's more weighty.




Back to my nite shifts....
I thought it would be super tiring for me this round as I had fever 1 day before the start of work. Survived the nites with panadol and lozenges...
Last nite was the quietest...
Sat outside the room of my patient whom he claimed there was a dark figure roaming in the room few nites back.
My colleagues and I were sharing about phenomenon in the ward.
Scenario 1-
A room was closed for renovation, and one nite the bedside bell sound.
1 of them had to enter the room to off the bell at the bedside.
Shockingly, there wasn't any bed in the room as it was moved out to prevent hindrance during renovation. How n who pressed the bell when the cord was not attached in the first place?


Scenario 2-
A man in the single room was accompany by his wife at nite.
5am in the morning and it was still dark, he sat at the edge of the bed drinking milo.
'Come n drink with me..' he said looking at the door.
His wife asked 'who r u talking to?'.
'Mr Kuma' he claimed.
there wasn't anyone except the 2.
The wife came out and asked my colleague if there was a man whom entered their room by the name of Kuma.
Coincidentally the previous man whom stayed in the same room before them was also called Mr Kuma, but he had passed away.
The next morning, this man passed away too. (but he was already very ill)


Scenario 3-
My colleague went to the toilet in the single room.
She was washing her hand at the sink when she saw the suspending call bell in the toilet moved on it's own.
There was no possible wind which could cause it to swing and nobody else was inside.
She dashed out.


........................................................................................
*snapped*
Back to work after the stories...
Chills ran down my spine when I was alone at the far end of the corridor thinking of it~~~~~
*hallucinating*



*Names are changed to cover myself lol

I'm smiling -_____________-

I WISH that day comes fast!
Shop, eat, photos and long-time-no-see ppl :)
Dears, wait for my presents ok heee ;p
Another 3 more months to go... *counting down*



You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile.
I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue
:)

Ming's graduation

Had Popeye Chicken @ the airport with min yesterday :)
Planned for oversea trip this coming november, hope it'll go smooth~

Both of us had been busy with our work n life,
short moment like this is enuff :)



Went to Kelly's place at nite and exchanged our belated bday gifts haha~
I got her a clutch bag and she got me a handbag- great minds think alike ar?
Gals top favourites- bag is one of them :)

HAd a nice chat with her~
Over some insignificant issues which had been bothering me.
Is over now :)



Today is ming's graduation ceremony from cbre.
Training completed, become sergeant liao.
Congrats dear!
His parents came down to SK and fetch me to Nee Soon Camp to witness his ceremony in the evening... Ming was waiting for us at the gate.
Amazing, he wore contact lens today. His 2nd time with lens.
The 1st time was on my bday :)
Funny thing was, 1 side of the lens dropped while he was washing his face -_-"""" Sotong pig.
Partially 'blinded'.



That's my dear on stage :)
Only took a few pic using my hp, most of them were taken from his mum's camera which is closer and nicer. 15X zoom~~"


The only one whom closes his eye is him ;p




Went for dinner at peranakan inn with his family...
Dear went back to shower and drove me home.
He came up for a while and we updated our diary :)



Love u deary

"Think of what he had done, and not what he had not done"

I accidentally clicked on the wrong page, and returned to some blog entries I posted 1 yr plus ago...
Bittersweet moments :)
Blog is amazing when I read back.
It brought me back to the time where I had left my mark.
Those silly things we said and did together,
laughters and joy everywhere we go,
kisses and hugs before we depart.



Went gym with ming after work today and spent 2 hours there.
Today training was on the back n abdomen.
Always enjoyed gym session with dear~ fun & accomplished ;)
Coming up next- running! I must finish the 10km run and win a meal from someone whom thinks I will give up halfway :p
2 more months to train, if I'm motivated enuff -_-"

Fun love

This yr we missed NDP fireworks, but still we had a lovely time together :)


Our dessert~



Met up with zy n ragu,
n we took photo for my mini project~_~



TATA! This is my task~ :)
Farewell gift for hafiz~

Cute bodies drew my ming,
dialogue created by me :)
*accomplishment*



Went Mambo nite at Zouk yesterday with CF and her friends.
Didn't take much pic this time... All too involved on the dance floor liao ;p
Flooded with ppl~~ And the guys lead the way through..
Stayed until they closed~ tired.




Everything was ok until something happened towards the end.
For a short moment, I hoped u were there.
If only...



Congrats dear, for ur certificate n graduation :)
Had a mini celebration~

A sweet surprise :)



100m above the ground






not easy to take pic in the sky as the balloon shakes a little



cute shirt ;p



balloon coming down...




It is closing soon~ on 30th sept.
Wonder why...? No tourists taking?



Dinner at a chinese shop in bugis junction~
Yummy yummy~




*simply in love*



Went to hafiz house before he left, and gave him the card and photo :)
See u a yr later!

There were times I swayed, but I always returned.
I will not lost my way for I know this is where I belong.
The only place where I'm loved.
Thank u for never giving up on me.

My heart aches when I know it is over.
Somethings should be left that way, whether u like it or not.
Feelings never reciprocated,
and never can.