Back and going to work =(

YOZ I AM BACK!!!!
=)
Is nice to be home, sleeping on my own bed and showering in my own bathroom.
The only night I slept comfortably was the stay in Macau,
the hotel is LUXURIOUS and really WOW.
The smallest room they have is a SUITE, omg!
I can't imagine how the other rooms look like.


THe room we stayed..



the comfy big bed

THe weather in china and hk is WOW!

COLD AND WINDY!!!

I have to wear 2 long sleeve and a jacket on the outside during the last few days.

The temperature was between 12 to 18 degree celsius, SHIOK!!!

THough cold n having to wear very thick, I like such kinda weather!!!! =)

Something which I can never experience in singapore.

My cousins said it is nice to have only 1 season in singapore etc...

Ironical rite... They like our weather here while most of us prefer theirs.

THe only miserable part about their weather was during the night in HK.

I slept on the upper deck in grandma's room, which was right beside the window.

And grandma doesn't close the window at nite and when the wind blew, it was CHILLED!!!

THe blanket and long sleeve shirt I wore were of no use...

My previous trip back I mentioned about the fierce and unfriendly cat in my grandma's house.

THe cat is still there, together with a puppy! Both under one roof haha.

THe puppy is super duper cute and lovely!

ANd it likes me too :p

ALways came to me when I sat on the floor, and automatically climbed onto my lap instead the rest.

So sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.....

Alright...

Will post in details soon....

Going back to work tml.. pathetic.

Nite!

On leave~

Went to watch Saw 5 with CF, tracy n Liz few days back,
and seems like there will be Saw 6 coming.
Lesser gruesome scene in Saw 5, but nice plot it has.



Next day meet Ming to town and had Pasta at a newly opened shop at Wheelock.
Chose the corner sit with a 'call bell' as our view was hidden by it's structure- n the bell is for our convenience to seek the waitresses attention..
I have to answer call bells at work, and now is time for others to answer my bell :p
Fair-ness.




And it rained heavily yesterday.
We were drenched while walking back to far east car park.
He looked tired when he drove back, and the question popped into my mind.
I asked him would it be nice if I do have a driving license too,
so that I can share his burden at times?
At least when he is tired n sleepy after duty, I could take over his driver's seat while he rest his eyes...
SOunds pretty nice too =)



But with so much things coming next yr, getting a license is the last priority in the list.
- Planning to go Taiwan or Australia (newly added by CF) in May
- Degree application in July
My top priority! =)


Told ming I intended to study degree next yr, and he said I have his full support :)
But it might interefere our plan to go Thai in Dec next yr then :(
I am not keen to spoil any oversea plan with my loved ones.
ANy way to have both??



Today attended Min's ROM in a temple- our 1st time witnessing buddhism wedding custom.
The couple had to walk down the aisle- smiliar to church solenmisation,
and a buddhist lama presides over the wedding.
WEnt to Party world after the ceremony with Cf, Liz, Tracy n Cindy..
Jay Chou rocks the whole room down haha!





More snapshots when I return next week =)



I finally packed and stuffed my clothing and necessities into the luggage tonight.
It is going to be a rush trip as we r going to several places within 10 days... SHIOK!
ANd I am already missing someone.
If only ming could come... =(

Changed

I guess I am difficult to get along with as I grow older.
Now, socialising is a chore to me.

Studying

While looking through the websites for information on nursing degree, I realised I am not keen to study yet.
I just want to have more time n fun after work to spend with boyfriend and friends,
than using my only free time to stress myself in books n exams.

But after some serious thinking, I convinced myself that I do NEED at least a degree to survive in this pathetic country which judges our worth with the certificate we hold.

The last long break I could remember was last yr when I went to Thailand.
And finally, I am having 2 weeks leave after a long wait,
I deserve it =)



After work today went to golden mile with ming and bought coaches ticket to Malacca =)
And the hotel reservation we made online is also confirmed, double joy.
Now I just have to hope n plead my ward sister will grant my requested off days in December...



Impromptu travel plans seem to work better all the time.
N I seem more eager to go M'sia with ming than HK without ming.
Haha. If only I could have both.



Was telling my colleague to keep me update when I'm away....
Hardworking employee I am ya :p

I love to work!

I am looking forward to work these few days because of 1 person.
My colleague said I am crazy.
I think I am. haha.
*Infatuation*

Ward Dinner

Apart from receiving $200 choice voucher, we had buffet dinner at Rivervale Hotel tonight as part of our post JCI appreciation.
Because it was non-halal dinner, mostly were the chinese that came.
However the muslims make-up dinner would be at Grand Hyatt next week, even nicer =p

A station gals

Many came..

n more...

'Tag u in facebook', we said.

No need for bluetooth if u own a facebook now -_-''''''

Car Accident

Lucky or unlucky?
My 1st time involved in a car accident in the middle of CTE :(



It was supposed to be a nice morning with ming coming over to my place after his overnight duty to have breakfast together.
And he was sending me to work when the mishap happened.
Not much of physical damage but according to ming, it might be costly despite the small dent of the other party's car. SAD.
But very lucky the car was moving at a slow rate as we were caught in a jam, thus no one was injured.



Hope the outcome would not be that severe.... *pray hard for him*

Ministry of Sound's gone

MOS is closed!!
I seemed to be late in updates...
Only to realise today when sis mentioned of going to St James next month,
and I asked 'y not MOS?', she said it was closed.
I said incredulously 'nah.. impossible... everyone goes there now'.
But it is true when I went online to find out more!
MOS has shut down!



I'm sad =(
I don't like zouk,
I don't like st james.
I only like going to MOS.
Looks like Zouk is going to be full house every Wednesday n weekends with 1 club down.
SAD!! =(

I can't wait for the next roaster to come =)

My first 10km road run

A late entry on my 1st road run =)


It was certainly a run to remember because I almost died on the road.
-_-"
When I saw the '5 km' sign board, I regretted joining 10km run.
Cause I had to cover another half of the journey!!
My mind was not onhow long will it take for me to reach the finishing line, instead if I could make it to the ending point without fainting halfway.
We made it to the finishing point eventually =)
1 hour 25 mins. Someone said it was 'long'!
But Jen n I are pretty 'proud' of our result because we didn't train for the run.
And what really matters was we completed the run with persistence!!
*applaud*




The energy boost after run



Our hard earned medal




I recalled those runs I joined during school days... and the grin I used to have when I receive the top 10 female runner.
Honestly, that was one of the greatest achievement in my school days.
Sound pathetic huh lolz.
I always enjoy running around the field outside my school during PE, run & stop at different intervals and always reach the finishing point with my body burning inside out, yet completely overwhelmed with satisfaction.



I didn't feel the same satisfaction after my 10km run.
I sweated and got the medal not because I run like hell,
but because I crawled to the end under the hot sun.
Sound disappointing ya? Haha.

I swear to reformat my computer by TODAY.
Or I will dump it .
*pissed with virus attacked lappie*

Black Friday

It was a miserable friday at work.
Unlucky to be late for work with Lina because the cab driver drove SUPER SLOW.
and unlucky to have medication error when I helped my colleague to serve her medications when she was busy.


The nurse manager (overall in-charge of the ward) scolded Lina n I inside the office for a solid 30 mins. And I tried to hold my tears back.
I sobbed when the scolding ended, and Lina gave me a comfort pat despite the agony she went through with me.
I feel guilty, to have made this stupid mistake.
For a moment I wished I had not helped =(


For the rest of the day, I never had a moment of peace.
Sister Janet knew we were feeling depressed, and she shared her mishap that happened when she was 6 months old as a nurse then.
And I told her she was new when she made the mistake, it was pardonable. But I'm already more than a yr old nurse and it is not excusable for me.


I skipped ward meeting that day.
I told her I am afraid I will cry in the room.
She relented and told us to get some rest instead.


Lina and I left to meet Anna after work...
Our initial plan to have a good time out together, dampened our mood after that incident.
Both of us shared the same woes.
Together we were late for work,
together we were scolded like hell for the mistake,
together we showered in cold water due to the faulty heater,
and together we shared a small towel after bath because I forgotten to pack mine.
WHAT LUCK!
But I am grateful I wasn't walking this miserable path alone.


We still proceeded with the arrangement to watch a funny movie and had a heartfilling dinner.
To distress, sister janet said.
We watched Connected at AMK hub,
it was a fantastic show!
The show gave us palpitations- so exciting~~!
ANd it was really funny, we laughed n laughed.
The generous robber and the sissy salesman topped the chart
A good remedy for a bad day =)
Received a msg from sister janet in the middle of the movie asking if we were alright...
So sweet ;) I am lucky to have a understanding nurse clinician whom always help us through the dilemma we faced.



Next we had sushi for dinner...
I pointed everything that looked NICE and Lina said OK OK ORDER... Like free one arh.


Big size fish head soup~



Lina & Anna



The 2 sad gals




Crazy us actually planned to watch midnite movie after dinner, THE COFFIN,
as we planned to stay overnite at Lina's house..
But we ended up chatting and laughing in her room and missed the show time lolz.
And I lost my voice after laughing too much.
My throat was killing me~!~


Shot 1


Shot 2

WE squeezed on the same bed and slept at 3am plus... till the next afternoon 2pm.
Really tired man.



Went home to change and went to tam with CF in the evening.
Decided to have a feast before the strenuous run the following morning.
Had Din Tai Feng for dinner, then went to Hagen Daz for ice cream~~ yummy.



I really lost my voice.
Ha..



There are times I feel I am not recognised for the good I had done.
I could have done all the right things but noone will bother.
But 1 mistake I make, and the attention is on me.
Speak of fairness? It is never in my dictionary.
I help others, but I got myself into trouble.
At the end of the day, I made the mistake which I could have prevented by not helping.
Sometimes I rather I am less helpful =(


But there are always some ppl whom bring a smile n warmth to my heart.
THey are also ppl whom I helped ;)

Hide and Seek

Aimlessly I walked, hoping to catch sight of his shadow.
I guessed I had lost him when I dashed out of the car while he was parking.
He called but I refused to tell him where I was.
When I did, I said I was on the bus back home when I was actually standing at the bus-stop hoping he would figure out I was there.
Stupidly, he believed me.
And stubbornly I hung down the call and waited, waited for him to have the instinct that I was lying.
But he always take my words for it and decided to pack his army stuff for booked in tat nite before driving down to my house.
I sat at the void deck opposite his block to keep a lookout for his sudden appearance, and waited unknowingly.
My unyielding attitude stopped me from the several attempts to call him, as I fidgeted my hp in my hand.
Hunger striked me.... I relented and called him, but there was no answer.
I sat there blankly... pondering what to do next.
And then I saw a shadow nearing me, it was him.
I looked away braving a strong front.
He gave me a tight hug and pecked on my cheek,
The warmth n familiarity came back in his embrace.
He told me never to walk away from him and he will not leave me alone again...
I teared, and blissful to be back to his side.



The 1st time I walked away was 2 yrs back and I told myself never to do it again.
But I did it again today.
I will make this the last time.
Walking away n not being found is forlorn.

Will my dream come true this year end?

I hope ming will be granted his leave slot for december and that I will get my requested days off,
and both of us will enjoy a beautiful weekend in Malacca =)
Sounds too good to be true....?
I hope it does happen =)



Counting down to 1 month,
then sayonara for 10 days!! =)



Looking forward keep me strong n alive.
And I got to work hard, so I can reap what I sow.

Ming's 21st bday post

A late post on Ming's 21st bday =)



Went to Hard Rock Cafe with ming and friends last friday.
No bday cake, no bday song and no bday pranks-
He likes it plain, and simple.... and he had it =)
Games, live band and dinner with his buddies.
The liveband played 'Don't look back in anger' by Oasis as requested by dear.
1 of our favorutie song~



WE drank, and played card game which I brought along (ming's suggestion),
and played pictionary (highlight of the nite).
Guessed n laughed loudly at the drawings n answer...
Simple words like rock, photo, blanket, head sounds easy to guess, but difficult to draw out...
Yet everyone guessed fast n correctly... *smart guys*
When it was my turn to draw, Ragu gave me the word homosexual which he kept for my turn... lolz...
Clever ming got the right answer after 2 attempt... haha~


I drank only half the glass of alcohol but my body was already burning.
Face flushed, and I got sleepy before my main course was served -_-"
Is better to have such symptoms when clubbing as it wld dispel with the energy used in dancing =p


Total bill added up to $280 plus....
Hmmm... I dunno who paid for me actually..
Cause when I wanna pay ming back, he said no need.
His treat? lolz. (kinda vice versa ar, bday boy's treat)


His best buddies*



I like this*_*
photo courtesy of Ziyang =)




Came the actual day,
I woke up slightly earlier than before and prepared some food for the mini picnic.
=)
Is actually easy to prepare his meal so long stick to the criteria of no salt, no oil, less sugar, less carbo, lots of water and fruits! And most importantly, his meat must be steamed.
Must be healthy.
So.....
I made sandwiches- with wholemeal bread, salmon, egg (removed the yokes), lots of lettuces.
No dressing and no jam... Health bo =)



And my special lunchbox- rice, steamed chicken, lots of veg and egg.
I call it BIBIMBAP.
Bibibam is a koren pot rice which u can find in korean food stall..
Also 1 of his favourite. ANd he always tell me it was a simple dish to whip, which I shd be able to cook..
And so I did it.. Except mine is local bibimbap =p



U see egg, chicken meat, cabbages, n tomatoes?




We climbed to the top of Mount Faber and sat infront of this merlion for 'picnic'.



Serene picnic.. No disturbance and quiet =)



Shaded from the blazing sun



Beneath the clear blue sky =)



The bday boy



Surmount the hill









Passed by the henderson wave,
and told ming we shall go there someday...
And we will take more photos again wahaha.




*sense of satisfaction*
Because dear said the sandwiches were nice~~~~! =)
The best sandwiches (even better than subway, I supposed) wohohoo...
And he was really stuffed.
Of course not forgetting ICE WATER on a warm day...
I threw a whole lot of ice into the thermal flask.... =)



After many thoughts of what to get for him,
I decided on this last minute.

And I will borrow it to HK next month =)

Great Eastern Women 10K 2008

Collected my goodie bag at Millenia Walk yesterday,
2 more weeks to the run! *so excited* wohohoho
No, I didn't train AT ALL, and I'm excited because I will be WALKING and GOSSIPING with Jen for that 10KM journey... -_-""""""""
LOLZ.
Wonder if I would drop on the ground panting and gasping for air...
Hope kinda scene will not happen on me *very malu*

Happy Birthday Ming!

I had a lovely weekend with dear to celebrate his 21st birthday =)
I am lucky to have weekend off as requested,
& lucky dear can book out on weekend :) yippie!



Will blog more about it again... =)

MC

High fever, body ache and sore throat.
Pharyngitis and swollen lymph node the doctor said.
And he gave me 2 days MC =(
MC queen.. Already used up 12 days of mc this yr ''!
A very sick yr for me~~~
My goal next yr is to decrease my MC rate by half!!!

Weekend story

Had my weekends off after completion of 4 nite shifts.
FINALLY!!!! That 4 nights were kinda bad. Especially the last nite. Never ending work to do... OMG.



On my sleeping day, Friday,
went to city plaza in the evening for...
HAIR EXTENSION!!
Kinda impromptu, and decided to try it out as it looked interesting :)
Coincidentally a few of my colleagues also had hair extnsion lately... is it a trend now? lolz.
I was thinking... instead of getting my hair damage by perming it when it's long, I might as well pay cheaper, and less harmful alternative to have curly hair :)
And tata!! I had on my fake real curly hair :)



I made an appointment at 4pm, and I arrived on the dot.
And I waited 2 hours for my turn...
Mine took only 1.5 hours to complete.. Total 150 strands of hair braided onto my real hair.. nicely.
Painless, except a few occassions the lady pulled my real hair real hard when she was in the midst of some juicy gossip with her colleague... *ouch*



I missed the dinner with ming n his mum on that day too...
My appointment was delayed n ended nearly 8pm.
So went to city hall to meet Liz and CF...
Kept CF in suspense as I told her I was going to do something that day, without giving her the deatil on what exactly I was doing...
So their reaction when they saw me.... amused? lolz!



The next day went to town with Kelly, Sharon n JJ.
Kinda unexpected of me extending my hair I supposed?
Even sis was surprised when I told her about it...
Maybe not everyone fancy the idea of having on fake hair ar?
To be frank, it's better if I grow them.
Kinda disturbing to sleep with the braids on (to secure the hair),
washing & brushing of hair is a hindrance as well... Can't be too hard n rough..
Wonder if I could maintain it until I'm back from HK? haha.
It said 6 months if well taken care of.... HMMMMMmmmmm....?_? Can I?



This is how it looks like from the back...
They asked why I chose that colour..
Simply, the bottom of my hair is that colour -_-""
I wanna chose black, but it would not blend to my hair colour then..



My fake real hair :)




Went back home for dinner after meeting them...
Mum's bday!
Every year we would eat outside... Except this yr...
Had steamboat at home, and gave mum $100 ang bao with sis, and bought her cake and paid for the groceries etc..
I liked kinda gathering... Be in in the restaurant or at home... It's always cozy and nice.
Ming came too :) And cleared most of the food..
That's y my parents like to have him around especially when there are too much food to be consumed =p


Kinda traditional to have a bday cake for bday in my family.. =)
Bday without a bday cake from my family is really werid.
I hope this blessing will sustain for a very very long time :)



Ming the photographer...




We played majong for a few hours....
Ming, my parents, me and sis (took turn).
N ming left for his soccer match near midnight, while we continued the game of majong!
Hk's family favourite pastime lolz.



Next day, Sunday, woke up late and meet dear in the afternoon.
We had steamboat with his mum n grandma at Golden Mile.
(-__-)
Kinda 'stressed' as it was my 1st time eating with his grandma haha.
The few times I saw his grandma was during occassions when ming brought me to her house to sit around then... Kinda cute grandparents :)
Reminded me of my own grandma whom I will be seeing very soon next month =)



Went to Downtown East E-Hub for movie before he booked in.
Watched Big Stan, a comedy.
And we looked around for his mum's bday gift, which is only 1 day before dear's. So qiao.
I always say her mum's most memorable bday gift should be the day ming was born.
Hers is the 11th OCT and ming's the 12th OCT.. So qiao :)



So back to work after a lovely weekend...
And today work was busy!!!
ALWAYS THAT BUSY.
But to be positive, there's always better things waiting ahead :)

Outing with XiangLin

Does this picture look lonely to u?



It has a companion now :)
Cream & ice cream~ yummy



My guardian angel -_-
Someone whom always protect me secretly.



Watched MAMMA MIA at cineleisure~
A vibrant movie :)
We went for dinner at Thai Express- A meat lover & a vegetarian sharing the same table together *_*
Next time, I will hunt for authentic vegetarian dining place before asking u out :p


She disappeared for a short while and came back with a lovely flower.
It seemed to be a date more than a hanging out thing lolz.
But I love it whichever it seemed.



Sunflower which brightened my day more -_-




It reminds me there's always someone whom will laugh n cry with me :)



The day came to an end... eventually.
Thank you for the lovely companionship, flower, card, photo and the intention to send me home :)
Silly friend of mine whom always pampered me with unconditional love.
Friends are hard to come by, and I'm glad u did.
I will always rmb the day u' approached' me to be ur friend :)
Somethings r meant to happen.


During school days when u gave me the folded cranes as a blessing,
Kelly said you were like my guardian angel.
Indeed, you are.

This got to be the MOST embarrassing moment in my life...!!!!!
SHUCKS!!!!!
*privacy invaded ++++++++++++++++*
Told Ken about it and he had a GREAT time LAUGHING! *&^%$#

Déjà vu

Have u ever experience déjà vu?



I was sitting in front of the computer in the ward amending something.
and my colleagues were sitting at the station talking n laughing loudly.
That instant I got flashback. I see myself in the same situation and doing the same thing.
It was a weird feeling, I paused and wondered what was it that I seemed to see?


There were a few occasions when I visited a particular place for the first time, there were sense of familiarity. Hey, this look familiar! I'm sure I had seen it before.


It has happened on various occasions that I have felt, just after someone has said something or I have seen something or thought of something, that it has occurred before. I cannot remember when it was, but I feel absolutely sure that the thing has happened.


Was it in my dream that I had seen it?



I'm amazed each time it happened on me.
Kinda psychic.

Special Someone

Yesterday we had a very simple dinner together during that few hours of ming's nights out.
And he drove me back before reporting to camp.
Sometimes it is nice to know there's always someone I can fall back on when I'm at my lowest :)
Despite the time restriction we have together, it always warm my heart when u r around.
My pillar of support :)



Had been looking forward to my off day tml,
finally getting some rest after days of work.
Went to buy a belated bday gift after work today..
For someone special :)
And I am going to meet this special someone tml...
It cheers me up!
Tml will be a great day to catch up on everything we had missed.
No distractions, no boyfriends around, only u n me :) HUGS
I'm going to wear my newly arrived floral red long skirt tml... wohoho



I will always rmb the sweet memories u had given me.
I know u will definitely be there when others leave.
This makes u special to me.
Thanks for bringing me to a land of hope :)

Bitterness

Trying to be indifferent towards it.
Some truth r better to be left unknown.

Red lobster

Sun-tanned till burnt.
PS. Stay awake when u r tanning.



It makes things easier when a gal n boy r friends :)

Randomly pick

3 ppl to accompany me for a haircut.
haha.
And then, sushi dinner together.
$70 for a whole lot of things we ate is kinda worth.



CF planned for Zouk tml...
Usually I would have say yes eagerly,
but this time I hesitated.
Maybe I'm starting to get bored.... Or maybe I'm just trying to avoid something.



Sometimes it hurts to realize the person whom should know me well think of me differently.
It is pain to know that is how u think of me.
Am I wrong to tell u what a gal wants?

Code Blue

Code Blue.
My heart stopped skipping for seconds whenever it sounds, always.

Mid Autumn Festival

Mooncakes, lanterns, fire and children.


Dinner at home, prepared by mum.
*simply love mum's cooking*
And gathered downstairs with family, family's friends n dear.



Yong's cow lantern



eating mooncake beneath the moon



fire-crackers with sis



So many families..



*_*




I don't celebrate this day that much.
Joined the crowd for an interesting night.
U dun get to feel the atmosphere in the park every other nights.

Jason Mraz

Jason Mraz songs r nice to the ear...
It brightened my day n made me smile whenever his songs were played.
I'm yours, lucky and mr curiosity r my favourites :)
Below is the lyrics of lucky.
I like the bolded portion especially.



Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh


They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now


I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They said the best gift comes from the heart, but what's the best of the best I have in my heart?
I hope I can make it special for u.

Food Festival at Suntec

Someone planned my escape route at work today.
My bag was inside the ward and I couldn't leave early without being caught :p
So my friend grabbed my bag and opened the window, and said,' I throw ur bag down n u go to level 1 n catch it'!!
WAHAHA!
I couldn't stop laughing at her stupid idea, but it was sweet.
Sometimes silly things that ppl do cheer u up after a busy day at work.
*PS. we didn't do it, of course. haha. But it will be possible if we were to try since we r only at level 3 ;p


Waited for dear to come and we went gym together.
Went to suntec for Food Festival after workout.


I LOVE TO EAT!
A hungry person is an angry person
AGREED! I will get moody when deprived of food too~



Many FOOD at the fair!!
I ate bbq squid, duck crepe, fish maw soup n mango juice on the spot,
and bought 2 boxes of pau n ice cream home :)



*happy woman after eating*




I am spending hell a lot of money lately.
Over my only desire.
Hong Kong in November.
And so I paid $200 plus for the letter, $70 for new passport, near to $70 on cab fare (for the few days to n fro ICA n embassy).
N today, I paid $760 for the air ticket to Hong Kong, which is $200 more than what my family paid.
*slap head*
All because I booked the ticket later, and there wasn't any promotion for only 1 ticket purchased. Minimum 2 tickets for the price of $500 plus per person.


Thanks to my own procrastination in taking my oath which delayed my renewal of passport and in turn caused lots of problems when I booked the air tickets together with them.
So I told them to book without me, in case there aren't sufficient seat for the whole family...
*slap head HARDER*


This is the outcome.
I paid more for my stupidity.

Pledge to be a citizen

Watched the first episode of 命中注定我爱你 (taiwan drama) at Kelly's place the other day, and I went home to download the full drama.
Finally completed the show...
The perfect guy fell in love with the imperfect gal.
But love made her perfect.
*sweet sweet love*


Started to watch Smallville season one now ONLY.
Ya, I'm SLOW. haha.



Sad to say I had renounce my HK n British citizenship by law. Theoretically.
And paid $252 for that piece of letter. DARN
Went to ICA to take the oath yesterday, finally.
Entered the room and signed on the documents which I had to pledge.
Just like my sec sch days in the classroom, I had to stand n read the passage. Only without one hand raised.
ERmmm... So? I questioned myself.
Already holding singapore passport for 15 yrs, so what's the change after taking the oath? Just a cert to show that I had pledged on this date to be a singaporean so that I can collect my renewed passport.. ?

Random memories

想回从前失去的每一样东西，我还是会后悔。
为何当初会放弃，留下的只有最美好的回忆。


Looking back on the happy memories can make me cry.


No matter how much u had done to love someone,
when u said something to hurt them, it's irreversible.
It jeopardized the trust and confidence.
Words cause separation.
Learn to talk.


I learnt, but I couldn't change.
I hope, not to hurt someone important to me, again.